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Saturday, October 15, 2011

More from Starbucks


So ... the saga continues ...

So it's really funny. I was talking to one of the girls there about David and how I thought she hated me and right away she was like... "He's an asshole to everyone. He's a miserable queen who is totally unhappy with his life and can't admit to himself that he's gay."

So my knee-jerk reaction was ... "Wait, he's gay?"

So she looks at me and shrugs her shoulder at me, like saying, "Really? Duhhh!"

So while I was appalled a bit by her reaction, it got me to thinking about him. Maybe he can't come to terms with his sexuality... maybe it's something else.

So tonight, I was working and I was talking to another girl, who is just absolutely sweet and adorable and she was telling me about David. She wasn't thrilled at how nasty he could get, especially when they're both shift supervisors, and yet he talks down to her, but in the same breath, she said that she does feel for him. She said that he truly does need to come to terms with his sexuality, but it's deeper than that. He has problems at home apparently and I'm guessing it has something to do with him being gay and his parents not being too accepting of him being so.

Now, I really feel bad for him. It's tough being in that position. I mean, not for nothing, I am in a somewhat similar situation. The only difference is that I hide it pretty well and I honestly don't think that they [my parents] know. I mean I'm a really nice person, all things considered, and he is to an extent. He can just be a bit more arrogant than anyone can handle.

Apparently he has one friend at Starbucks and everyone else hates him. I feel so bad now. My friend said to "kill him with kindness" and I plan just to do that. No matter what he says or does, I will try my best to bite my tongue and be a peach to him. He needs friends more than anything right now, not enemies. Especially enemies who can relate to what he's going through.

Poor David... :( --- Now I feel for him!

3 comments:

n.c. said...

interesting development. Will be interesting to see what happens next.

Anonymous said...

Hi Jared,
I just recently found your blog and for the past week I've went back and read your blog from the very beginning. its crazy how I'm in so many of the same situations as you, even having parents who immigrated here to the US lol. I hope you keep blogging because I'll definitely be a regular reader from now on.
wish you the best,
Warner

A Closeted Gay Boy said...

Thanks NC ... stay tuned....

Hi Warner- Thanks so much for reading my blog and thanks for the wonderful compliments. I truly hope that maybe someway, somehow, my blog will help you out. :) -- I promise to keep on posting.

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