So... I think I'm done...

When I had started this blog, it was a means for me to vent to whomever chose to read this, full disclosure, without hesitation...

While I've continued to do just that and, in my opinion, grow, it seems that for most, I've done nothing but spend countless hours of bitching. Some of you feel that I am not being true to myself, by hiding in the closet, while some have expressed the same stress that I feel with their own lives.

While it's hard for most to understand, it really is difficult. Based on the recent poll results and comments and overall feeling I'm getting, I think I may take a break from blogging. I truly don't want to, but I feel that maybe I need to take a step back and reevaluate my life. I'm not giving up on it, but maybe just take a break...

Wow... I feel like I'm breaking up with someone ... lol ...

Well I really want everyone to know that I honestly appreciate all the feedback, good and bad.

I am getting myself the financial security that I have been lacking and there is a possibility that this closeted gay boy may just no longer be closeted before the year ends. I honestly doubt it, but who knows. Maybe I'll win the lottery or find me a good guy? I don't know...

Anyway ... so long for now ... and thank you for tuning in....