I'll throw in some DRAMA absolutely FREE!

So if you haven't noticed, posts about Steven has become more and more sparse, and with good reason. I've basically stopped hanging out with him. Not by choice, so much, but mainly because of him. He has become so distant, that I've just stopped bothering.

I really don't know what his problem is, but since the day I decided to tell him that I was "bi", he has never been the same since. I seriously think that he's afraid of hanging out with me alone because he thinks that I may pounce on him or something. Whenever we need to "hang out," Mike is always invited to tag along. It's a bit ridiculous, but whatever.

I texted him the other day, asking him if he'd be interested in spending the weekend out east in the Hamptons. I purposely commented in the text saying that he doesn't have to worry about it just being me and him because Mike will be back by then and he'd probably come with. He didn't respond to that comment at all. He said how he had plans to go to Fire Island with some people and he'd let me know.

Honestly... I wasn't looking for anything out of this, except to just spend the weekend in the Hamptons with my friends. I'd go alone, but how boring is that? Plus, I don't want to be some lonesome loser out there. I just wanted to go, enjoy the beaches, the town, maybe a little nightlife. I don't know...

Well anyway ... It's come to the point that if I don't text him, he doesn't text me. Then randomly, I'll get a text message about him "dying to hang out" with me and all this bull shit. I've decided to follow in Dina's footsteps on The Real Housewives of New Jersey and remove the negative people and negative things out of my life. That, including Steven. If he contacts me, I'll play nice and I will always be respectful to his family, but things are different now ...