Update ...

So I've been ignoring Steve for the past two days now and it's been eating him up. I finally caved tonight and responded back to his texts. He did apologize for his "drunkenness" and all that, but it's not that easy.

I feel that we will be much more distant now. Not only because of this one incident, but because of everything. All of the ignored texts, the flaking out on me, everything. It's all built up to this and now I just can't be bothered anymore. My love for him has become extinct.

I look at him in disgust for his actions. He claims that it is "self-defense" ... to me, it's purely stupidity. If you instigate a person and send mixed signals to them, do you not expect them to make a move on you, especially if you're that good looking and they're obviously interested? You asked for it upon yourself and sent mixed signals. The person that you supposedly beat up did not deserve it and I blame no one but you. It's dumbasses like you that are to blame for the hatred and heartache that this community feels.

Whether or not he was completely lying to me or not, I will never know, but this is my stand on the situation and I'm going with that.

How does one define "asshole"? Simply put - my first true love-crush, Steve.