And another thing... almost forgot

So Steve had (from what I can gather) a drug/alcohol problem for about a year or so. He's now apparently over it and had gotten much better.

So the other day, I see a bag full of small pills that he had in coat that he pulled out. He claimed that it was some muscle enhancers and that it was a three week regiment. I left it alone and never thought anything of it again.

I was talking to him on Thursday and he told me how he was throwing up and he thought it was food poisoning. He then goes to say that he thinks that it's the pills he's taking. He threw up blood and all of that. I asked him what exactly he was taking and he said that he couldn't tell me.

I got legitimately upset and concerned at the same time and I kept asking him to be real with me. I told him that I wouldn't judge him and yet he refused to be straight with me (no pun intended).

Talk about pissing me off. This is one of those things that just ticks me off with him ...

I decided to stop caring and let him be. He's a fucking adult and he's smart enough to know what's right and wrong. He tells me how it's over this past Saturday and yet how he wants to take more ... what an ass!

I can't believe him! Pisses me off!!