Ok ... time for another episode ...

Time for another episode of "The Closeted Gay Boy & His Highly Questionable Friends" (working title)

So here's the latest .. after our soiree (yeah... had to Google the spelling of that one!) the other day for Steve's birthday, we haven't really gotten together, but we all have been talking.

I actually had lunch with Mike the other day. He was home for lunch, so I picked up food and went back to his house. We were actually home alone and of course so many scenarios played out in my head, but as usual, nothing at all happened.

I've come to the realization that I am sexually attracted to Mike as well. I wasn't at first, but as I got to know him, I like him on so many levels. First of all ... looks - he has to dress up with suit and tie every day for work. I saw him all dressed up and I wanted  to melt. He looked so dashing and just plainly hot! His package was nicely displayed in his pants, practically enhanced it. Secondly, we've clicked on so many levels. He's really into culture and exploring others and I am right there with him. He has ambition and knows what he wants. He is a genuine guy with a wonderful personality. I am honestly surprised we never were best of friends in high school. Now, we are buds for life. I suspect he's bi as well, but who knows. I would love to at least see him fully naked (like on the nude beach) but I would be forever grateful for his lifetime friendship.

As for Steve ... we've been texting back and forth and I was actually over his house the other night. He pisses me off at times, but I truly do love the guy and I keep going back for more. He worked his magic on me from the first day we met in kindergarten! LOL

So we texted and e-mailed back and forth about going up to his cabin in Pennsylvania - first a whole group of us, then just me and him and Mike, and then just me and him. Of course, you know I'm game! I've got the car half-way packed! LOL -- We were texting today and we were talking about jacking off. We both hadn't done it all week and we both are well past due. I jokingly told him I'd come over and we could jack off each other and he was like Ok... Then we somehow started talking about sleeping over each other's houses and he's so down for it ... I just wish I could blatantly ask him for the hard truth instead of these innuendos and get a slap in the face with his cock! OMG .. could you imagine!? haha

He's shown me numerous times that he free-balls it after the gym. We've talked about sleeping nude, free-balling, jacking off,  etc. We've been quite open with each other and I am hoping we could be even more open ...

Oh well ... tomorrow is Friday .. maybe he can come over and watch some movies/shows with me. Maybe my parents will go somewhere and we can have some alone time! Times like this, I wish I had my own place! Well if you excuse me, now is the opportune time to jack off and since it's been a while.... well ...

xoxo,
J