It's my 200th post and I'm kind of pissed

So here's the thing.... Like I said, I hung out with Mike last night and I had a good time. We actually hung out a little today and went and got our eyebrows threaded. Yeah ... threaded! I never cared at all to do anything like that and my sister has been trying to get me to do it for so long, and I finally gave in when Mike asked about it. He really wanted to do it and I said I would do it with him. So we went to get it done.

Last night, he was talking about going out with some girl who's just a friend. But then at the same time, he was talking to a girl from a dating website that he's on. He was torn and I said that it would be mean to cancel on the girl he made plans with. When I left, he didn't know what he was going to do.

Today, I had asked him what he decided and he said to me that he was going to meet the dating website girl. I asked him what happened to the other one and he said that he called her and said that he had to reschedule because something came up.

I ended up texting Steve and asking him what he was doing tonight. I figured since Mike was out, we could chill. He responds with ... I'm in Queens with Mike. I was like WTF!? You're such a liar and he was like ... I'm not joking. I'm with Mike.

I was so shocked! I am pissed off! First of all .. Mike totally lied to my face! What the fuck is that about? Look, I know I'm not the best wing man, but seriously ... what the fuck!?

Last night Mike was bad talking Steve and saying how he's such a loser at times and he hates the fact that he hangs out some people that he doesn't like. He was pissed at him for lord knows what and didn't talk to him for this entire week and now all of a sudden you lie to my face and go and hang out with him!?

I guess this is one of the reasons why I had stopped hanging out with them way back when. In all honesty, I am so done with this bullshit. This high school bull shit was enough in high school. I seriously thought that they had changed and that they would be "my boys" (and no... I don't mean anything gay related ... just my best buds), but when they pull shit like that, it totally turns me off from ever trusting them.

I realized that Steve is truly untrustworthy. He lies a lot and I don't know ... I just can't deal with this bullshit! Arrrghhhhh!

Whatever ... it's done, it's over with, and ain't nothing gonna change it! I don't think I'll ever have close guy friends... I don't know ... this just pisses me off