Did you read the post before?

Ok... so it took a lot out of me to redo that e-mail so that his name/e-mail and mine were kept private ...  I had to copy the long ass thread into word and fix it all ...

Anyway ... I was in a bit of a rush too because I was supposed to go to his house, but I wanted to post the thread before I did, so I rushed and didn't get a chance to even comment.

So... To give you some background as to how this came about, the last time we hung out, I was talking to him about wanting to go to California and see Ellen and maybe make it a trip of sorts between me and him. I honestly had no ulterior motive behind this. I had practically given up on attempting to do anything with him. So I explained to him how it would almost be a road trip of sorts because I would have to visit my ex-co-worker/friend who moved to Cali, and I told him that I'm giving him fair warning that they're gay, but they've been begging me to visit and he was cool with it. So I told him we'd have to go there, then drive up to Burbank where Ellen is and then visit some family-friends up north in Roseville.

He seemed really interested. I figured we'd fly there and rent a car and make a mini-road trip. So that's why I e-mailed him to see if he was serious and he is. So when I started talking about lodging and cost, I reminded him that we'd probably stay at my friend's place... and that's when this all ensued...

He's claiming not to be bi, but just a bit curious. He claims not to ever had done anything with another guy, but I wouldn't put it past him. Now that I have the green light, I may not have any mercy on the lad! I will try and drop hints, but I literally have this whole scenario played out!

I'd bring up the subject again, like at my place or his ... Keep insisting that it's ok and that I'm cool with it. Eventually, if the timing is right, I'll confess my love for other men. I figured that I'd maybe grab his junk or something and basically say... "C'mon ... you're going to tell me that it has never once crossed your mind to see what it would be like to fool around with your childhood best friend?" and then see where it goes from there...

I would've blurted it all to him through the e-mail thread, but I am smart enough not to write something like that down, where he could print it or my company could see it.

I really hope that this confrontation pans out in my favor. There is nothing more that I'd love to do than to go down just once on my bestie...mmmmmmmmm