Oh Beckham!

Apparently David Beckham must be a lucky charm because his team likes to pat his bum for good luck. I know I'd like to do a lot more!! :)

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Good for you Nick!!

The ALWAYS adorable Nick Carter just got even sexier as we won his battle with drugs and alcohol abuse!

The poor guy went through a lot recently, overcoming his addictions. I, personally, wasn't even aware of his issues until People Magazine published an article on him and when he was a guest of Ellen.

Anyway... congratulations to you Nick! Lookin' gooooddd!!

Read more on his battle:
http://www.people.com/people/archive/article/0,,20258140,00.html

You don't know how Lowe I'd just go to be with you ...

Ok, so I have always found Rob Lowe quite attractive... hell, he's HOT! I just found this pic while searching for photos for my previous blog ... how hot are these two! Man-o-man, what I'd do just to get in between them in bed!! WOOF! :)

Did you catch the hot and steamy action tonight on ABC?

Well I can't believe it, but oh boy was it ever hot! If you don't watch ABC's Brothers & Sisters, or if you missed out on tonight's episode, well you missed some pretty hot action between Kevin (Matthew Rhys) and Scotty (Luke Macfarlane), the well known gay couple on the show.

They were complaining about how they never have sex and Kevin was on the computer bullshitting and Scotty was pretending to clean and when they realized that they weren't actually busy, Kevin, whom has begun to grow on me, looks wise, pounced on Scotty, whom I thought was always hot! They began making out and Scotty lost his sweater, revealing his wifebeater, which he looked HOT in. Well they were kind of going at it and then of course it was interrupted!

All I am going to say is that those two boys deserve an Oscar for that performance. I don't know if either is gay in real life, but they surely convinced me tonight!! HOT!!

Living the dream... well ... not exactly

Ok ... so I have been thinking a lot again and whenever I do this, it's never good.

Facts are presented to me and they cause me to reassess my life and only make me pretty much depressed.

Here's the thing... I have the dream of living in the city, having the city job, and having that city life. You know, the life that every young person in their 20s want? (well most in their 20s) I want independence and I want to live my life freely and not under my parent's roof. The problem is that I can't bring myself to taking that risk.

Right now, I have a sturdy job. It pays well and it's close to home. Things there really aren't that bad. There's the usual corporate bullshit, but overall, it's nothing that won't break me...

I know that I can safely say that I am comfortable where I am right now. I truly do want independence but I am so scared to take that jump.

My best friend since kindergarten, whom I just found out was bi, was just updating me on his recent endeavors and informed me that he landed a city job working at Vogue doing some art thing and how he was moving in with one of his buddies in some apartment in queens. I am really happy for him, but for some reason, it really got to me.

He was always the class clown and I was always the model student with great grades. Not to be a bitch or anything, but I never saw him living my dream. He finished school and got the job that I wanted... well not exactly my dream job, but he got it in the location I wanted it. He's going to be out of his parents house soon...

Ugh... I really don't know why, but it got to me so bad that I had originally started this entry, but stopped because I was tired... but instead of going to sleep, I cried like I had never done before. I would calm myself down and then begin bawling again!

I don't know what got to me, but whatever it was, it broke me down like a little girl.

** SIGH ** ... I don't know ... I'm ok now ... I guess... just going about my business as usual ... putting on my happy face and getting through the day!

Random hottie!

Healthy obsession?

So ... if you haven't heard Kelly Clarkson's new song, well it fuckin' rocks! "My Life Would Suck Without You" is amazing!! :) I absolutely love it. I have been singing it and watching the video since I heard it!

It totally kicks ass and truly recommend that everyone gives it a listen...

OF COURSE- the guy in the video is a super hottie!! It took me quite some Googling, but I found out who he is ...

Name: Houston Rhines
Age: 29
Origin: Ohio

Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/people/Houston-Rhines/1039193960

He's fuckin' hot! Super sexy in the video and his FB has a lot of hot shots! :)





Here's her video! :)

In like a lion ... out ... well not yet

So I came rather close to coming out to my parents last night. We went into the city and had a lovely dinner and it was truly a lovely time. I got caught up a bit in the moment and almost blurted it out, but thankfully I came to my senses and stopped! :)

So it's March 1st and go figure, we have the largest storm of the season! It's no longer coming... it has arrived... it's snowing heavy and I pray that it truly continues so that I don't have work tomorrow! It all seems to be so far so good .. we shall see...

Well stay warm everyone! I am going to go and ... watch tv, play with my little man, and who knows what else ... :)