I personally don't fucking care. He's hot and so is his cock!! :) Take a look below...
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Ok... so I decided to come out from under the rock...
Seriously... I didn't hear about this until today, when it was announced that Pete Wentz, from Fall Out Boy, was upset at his leaked cock shot photos... not because it was leaked, but because if he had known it was going to be leaked, he would've cleaned it up a little more...
I personally don't fucking care. He's hot and so is his cock!! :) Take a look below...
I personally don't fucking care. He's hot and so is his cock!! :) Take a look below...
The ring... and I don't mean the movie
Ok ... so a while back, I had went into Aldo with one of my visiting cousins and saw this ring they had in the Men's section. I had really liked it, but it was $20 that I didn't have at that time. I said that whenever I go back to a mall that has an Aldo store, I'll get it.
So anyway, I went out the other night to dinner with some co-workers of mine, as well as my mother. After that, we decided to go to the mall and walk off some of the food that we indulged in. Of course, there was an Aldo store and I went in looking for the ring.
It's a stainless steel ring that is two toned. It's a pattern of shiny and brushed squares, alternating one after the next... either way I love it and so did my mom and co-workers. When I went to buy it, they only had a size 11 and 10. The 11 fits my ring fingers perfectly, but a 12 would've been ideal.
My mom, for whatever reason, was so against me buying the ring. When I did, she was complaining about how girls first look for a ring and when they see that, they will think that you're taken.
Of course my first thought was, "Good! I don't like girls, I like men!" Then I thought... well it's not like I've had any females express interest in me before, so what's the big deal? (Remember, I have to act straight) ... I mean, on Facebook, they have a social profile and one of the questions is would you date me and 4 people answered and all answered no!
So whatever... the ring is currently on my left finger and I don't care. I would wear it on my right, but apparently that signifies that you're gay and married. Since I must remain closeted, the left it shall remain ...
It just amazed me at how pissed my mom got... what the hell?
So anyway, I went out the other night to dinner with some co-workers of mine, as well as my mother. After that, we decided to go to the mall and walk off some of the food that we indulged in. Of course, there was an Aldo store and I went in looking for the ring.
It's a stainless steel ring that is two toned. It's a pattern of shiny and brushed squares, alternating one after the next... either way I love it and so did my mom and co-workers. When I went to buy it, they only had a size 11 and 10. The 11 fits my ring fingers perfectly, but a 12 would've been ideal.
My mom, for whatever reason, was so against me buying the ring. When I did, she was complaining about how girls first look for a ring and when they see that, they will think that you're taken.
Of course my first thought was, "Good! I don't like girls, I like men!" Then I thought... well it's not like I've had any females express interest in me before, so what's the big deal? (Remember, I have to act straight) ... I mean, on Facebook, they have a social profile and one of the questions is would you date me and 4 people answered and all answered no!
So whatever... the ring is currently on my left finger and I don't care. I would wear it on my right, but apparently that signifies that you're gay and married. Since I must remain closeted, the left it shall remain ...
It just amazed me at how pissed my mom got... what the hell?
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
GG Made Me Cry
So did anyone catch this Monday's episode of Gossip Girl? I seriously cried! I have to say that it kind of hit home.
I am going next week on a small vacation and will be returning on December 1st. Where am I going? I am going to a remote location, where Internet is hard to find and where I will be able to regain some balance in my life, although it's a family vacation.
Anyway, with that said, I decided to begin the decorating for the holidays. I normally bring out everything Christmas on Black Friday, but since I'm not going to be here and since I won't have the weekend to decorate, I decided that instead of rushing through it all when I get back and not being able to really enjoy it, I am going to get a head start and put up my tree. So I did, along with our village. There is still a lot more to do, like our 2nd tree, yeah, we have two, as well as the outside, but it's a start.
So tonight, as I hung all my ornaments from since I was a baby on my tree, I began thinking of all the good times. I had picked up my niece from school and we put on The Polar Express (my favorite Christmas movie ever!) and began hanging ornaments together. My niece was so amazed at some of them and now that she's older, I can tell her the stories behind them and she can appreciate them.
If you haven't realized in my past 124 posts... I am somewhat of a family man. The precious time that I had just spent with my niece, trimming my tree, meant so much to me.
So anyway... After my niece left, my mom and dad resided in their beds, and I decided to attempt to catch up on my shows on the DVR before I left for my vacation. I had started Gossip Girl and the entire show, for those who missed it, was about being thankful for everything in life ... friends, family, etc.
Well the fact that Vanessa and Chuck could come together to save Nate, who has been not the best of friends with either of them, just amazes me. It truly shows the meaning of true friendship. The fact that through everything, Jenny was able to come back home, shows the true meaning of family. You can always fall back on family.
So as I sat in my den and my tree and village was lit up and I was watching the show, I began to cry... why? Well if you had read in some of my previous posts, there was a lot of drama in my family. Between a few cousins and my parents and brother-in-law ... I began to think that nothing is ever going to be the same.
My cousin and his wife and son (who I consider to be my nephew) won't be showing up for Christmas this year. Why? Because they lied and my mother wants nothing to do with them. In fact, she's shipping a gift for their son and only their son because he's the innocent one. Mind you, they live about 3 towns over.
My brother-in-law probably won't be coming along for our normal Christmas festivities because he disrespected my parents at their house, yet again, and my parents want an apology and he's too damn proud to do it. Meanwhile, when it comes down to it, my parents are ALWAYS there for them. So I guess it will be just my sister and niece, by themselves, yet again for another Christmas.
My other cousin, who was planning on killing herself, has found a sugardaddy to take care of her and her kids (of which I can gather she doesn't pay much attention to). They would normally come down from Jersey (or is it up?) and spend Christmas eve with us, but I don't see her doing it this year for some reason.
I decided to e-mail my three cousins on Facebook the other day, asking if they'd come and spend the holidays with us and I got two unsures and one that basically said, "This is the first time I'm getting Christmas off in a while and I don't want to spend the time traveling, so don't count on me coming." Mind you, of the three, I used to be so close to her. Now she's basically telling me that she doesn't want to come and stay with me? WTF?
Of course, after my ephiphany with regards to my family, I then began to think about friendship. I seriously thought long and hard about the situation that Nate was in. There was a need for intervention and two people, who dislike each other, came together for the benefit of their friend, although they were all on bumpy roads. I began to wonder that if I had the need for an intervention, who would come to my rescue and of course I came to the conclusion that I couldn't name a person.
I have, what I consider to be, a lot of acquantiences, not friendships. People come and go through my life, like a revolving door. In fact, kinda funny, I was friends with this group of people. They just stopped calling me completely. When I attempted to find out what happened, they said that they had new friends from school and they wanted to avoid the drama that their current friends brought to them.
Ok, so I know I can be a queen at times, but in God's honest truth, I never had any dramatic encounters with any one of them. So I took the high road, accepted it and never called anyone of them again. Now recently, I got text messages from one of them. Then another texted me and invited me to their annual halloween party, like 2 days before. Then another texted me saying how we need to hang out and that they miss me. I'm like, WHAT THE FUCK!? HELL NO! I'm not a roll of Bounty that you can take a piece, use it and throw it away and then go back again.. hellz no!!
I now have a new group of friends which consist of a 23 year old male, 19 year old female, and a 13 year old boy and 14 year old girl, who are siblings. As strange as it sounds, it works. I feel like their big brother and they love it because they get to hang out with older kids and they're included. The 23 year old actually just became a part of our little group and he's a really cool guy so far!
Well anyway, after GG, I watched the past three days of Ellen and laughed my ass off, so I guess I feel a little bit better.
So much has changed in the past 6 years and I thought I was one to adapt to change, but I guess I'm not. I cry and I feel pain, but at the end of the day, there is nothing you can do but accept it.
I am going next week on a small vacation and will be returning on December 1st. Where am I going? I am going to a remote location, where Internet is hard to find and where I will be able to regain some balance in my life, although it's a family vacation.
Anyway, with that said, I decided to begin the decorating for the holidays. I normally bring out everything Christmas on Black Friday, but since I'm not going to be here and since I won't have the weekend to decorate, I decided that instead of rushing through it all when I get back and not being able to really enjoy it, I am going to get a head start and put up my tree. So I did, along with our village. There is still a lot more to do, like our 2nd tree, yeah, we have two, as well as the outside, but it's a start.
So tonight, as I hung all my ornaments from since I was a baby on my tree, I began thinking of all the good times. I had picked up my niece from school and we put on The Polar Express (my favorite Christmas movie ever!) and began hanging ornaments together. My niece was so amazed at some of them and now that she's older, I can tell her the stories behind them and she can appreciate them.
If you haven't realized in my past 124 posts... I am somewhat of a family man. The precious time that I had just spent with my niece, trimming my tree, meant so much to me.
So anyway... After my niece left, my mom and dad resided in their beds, and I decided to attempt to catch up on my shows on the DVR before I left for my vacation. I had started Gossip Girl and the entire show, for those who missed it, was about being thankful for everything in life ... friends, family, etc.
Well the fact that Vanessa and Chuck could come together to save Nate, who has been not the best of friends with either of them, just amazes me. It truly shows the meaning of true friendship. The fact that through everything, Jenny was able to come back home, shows the true meaning of family. You can always fall back on family.
So as I sat in my den and my tree and village was lit up and I was watching the show, I began to cry... why? Well if you had read in some of my previous posts, there was a lot of drama in my family. Between a few cousins and my parents and brother-in-law ... I began to think that nothing is ever going to be the same.
My cousin and his wife and son (who I consider to be my nephew) won't be showing up for Christmas this year. Why? Because they lied and my mother wants nothing to do with them. In fact, she's shipping a gift for their son and only their son because he's the innocent one. Mind you, they live about 3 towns over.
My brother-in-law probably won't be coming along for our normal Christmas festivities because he disrespected my parents at their house, yet again, and my parents want an apology and he's too damn proud to do it. Meanwhile, when it comes down to it, my parents are ALWAYS there for them. So I guess it will be just my sister and niece, by themselves, yet again for another Christmas.
My other cousin, who was planning on killing herself, has found a sugardaddy to take care of her and her kids (of which I can gather she doesn't pay much attention to). They would normally come down from Jersey (or is it up?) and spend Christmas eve with us, but I don't see her doing it this year for some reason.
I decided to e-mail my three cousins on Facebook the other day, asking if they'd come and spend the holidays with us and I got two unsures and one that basically said, "This is the first time I'm getting Christmas off in a while and I don't want to spend the time traveling, so don't count on me coming." Mind you, of the three, I used to be so close to her. Now she's basically telling me that she doesn't want to come and stay with me? WTF?
Of course, after my ephiphany with regards to my family, I then began to think about friendship. I seriously thought long and hard about the situation that Nate was in. There was a need for intervention and two people, who dislike each other, came together for the benefit of their friend, although they were all on bumpy roads. I began to wonder that if I had the need for an intervention, who would come to my rescue and of course I came to the conclusion that I couldn't name a person.
I have, what I consider to be, a lot of acquantiences, not friendships. People come and go through my life, like a revolving door. In fact, kinda funny, I was friends with this group of people. They just stopped calling me completely. When I attempted to find out what happened, they said that they had new friends from school and they wanted to avoid the drama that their current friends brought to them.
Ok, so I know I can be a queen at times, but in God's honest truth, I never had any dramatic encounters with any one of them. So I took the high road, accepted it and never called anyone of them again. Now recently, I got text messages from one of them. Then another texted me and invited me to their annual halloween party, like 2 days before. Then another texted me saying how we need to hang out and that they miss me. I'm like, WHAT THE FUCK!? HELL NO! I'm not a roll of Bounty that you can take a piece, use it and throw it away and then go back again.. hellz no!!
I now have a new group of friends which consist of a 23 year old male, 19 year old female, and a 13 year old boy and 14 year old girl, who are siblings. As strange as it sounds, it works. I feel like their big brother and they love it because they get to hang out with older kids and they're included. The 23 year old actually just became a part of our little group and he's a really cool guy so far!
Well anyway, after GG, I watched the past three days of Ellen and laughed my ass off, so I guess I feel a little bit better.
So much has changed in the past 6 years and I thought I was one to adapt to change, but I guess I'm not. I cry and I feel pain, but at the end of the day, there is nothing you can do but accept it.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Video finally uploaded!!
I hope I don't get in trouble for this... I do have explicit warnings on my blog ...
Here's the video I promised ... it got backposted since I had saved the original post a while back ...
Here's the video I promised ... it got backposted since I had saved the original post a while back ...
How HOT is he?!!?!?!?
Introducing Marc Licea ... he works for CNet Networks ... he was an intern ... I'm not sure that he still is... but anyway... he fills in for Natali Del Conte on Loaded sometimes and during election week, while Natali was out covering the elections, he was filling in for her. I love Natali and think she's hot as well, but come on, I'm gay! Marc is GORGEOUS!!! Nice arms, nice face, nice body, nice everything!!
Anyone got some dirt on Marc? Is he gay (I honestly doubt it, but a girl can hope, right?)? Comment back peeps!! :)
xoxo,
J
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Enough politics...
So I'm in class the other day and the three hottest guys in there walked in together. The one with the glasses (middle photo, second from left) I suspect is gay. My gaydar is going off..
So as I sat in class, waiting on our professor, I thought... wow... I'd love to be in a gangbang with these boys!! LOL
xoxo,
Jared
So as I sat in class, waiting on our professor, I thought... wow... I'd love to be in a gangbang with these boys!! LOL
xoxo,
Jared
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Presenting... President Barack Obama!
We made history and changed the world!Senator Barack Obama is officially been elected to PRESIDENT Barack Obama! I dreamed it, predicted it, and it has happened!
He is going to be the first "black" president of America! Finally, in today's day and age, it's about time that American keeps true to it's foundation of FREEDOM and get away from the stereotypes!
No matter what, black, white, tall, short, I honestly voted for Barack mainly because of his ideals. I am beyond excited!
Imagine that Barack won FLORIDA!! That's so DAMN huge!! I'm soooo happy!!!
I truly hope that Barack makes the changes we need. America has successfully surpassed the segregation of color. This is truly something for the history books!
Now we need to focus on all the fellow gay and lesbian men and women. One fight has been won, but the war is not over. I support everyone in California who is against proposition 8 and all for proposition 2. I have been looking at the news, in hopes of hearing something, but it's all about Obama now.
I truly hope that Prop 8 isn't passed and that Prop 2 is! Anyone in California? Please let me know. I'm sure that Ellen will tell us tomorrow. I hope it is all good news!
That's it for now!!
God Bless America!! :)
xoxo,
Jared!!
My predictions...
I thought that I'd share that a while back, prior to Senator Hillary Clinton dropping out from the race I had dreamed that Barack won the election. I remember the dream well... I remember watching on TV, Barack smiling and the confetti flying and him waving....
Since today is election day, I want to predict, for the record, that Barack wins.
I hope that most of my fellow readers do vote for him. I personally feel that there is a NEED for change in America and I feel that he can be the one to do so.
I am not going to get into my views and argue with anyone. Everyone is entitled to their own views and opinions and I respect that. Just as I respect everyone's views, I hope that everyone can respect mine.
For those readers in California, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE vote NO to Proposition 8! This is the land of the free and by passing that proposition, it only demeans our constitution.
That's it for now! :)
xoxo,
Jared
Monday, November 03, 2008
One final thought before bed...
So we hired this new "kid" at our company. He works in our legal department and me, being my friendly self, started talking to him. He seems like a really nice guy. I learned that he is technically only a few months older than me. His birthday is in September and mine is in January.
So anyway, it goes without saying, that I think he's cute. He seems to make my "gaydar" blip a little, but I am still too not sure. I had searched for him on Facebook, but I couldn't find him and then all of a sudden I got a friend request from him. True story. (LOL)
Anyway... a bunch of my friends were getting together to go to this really awesome haunted house, so I decided to invite him. I figured he'd bring some of his friends, but he didn't. We had a lot of fun and decided at that second that we should do a movie night tonight (Sunday). Well it turned out that it was only me, him, and another friend of mine. We were only able to watch one movie, since we all had work and school in the morning, but it was a fun night.
He really seems like a cool guy. I hate to admit it, but I think I am about to form a "bromance" ... LOL ... we were actually talking about our lives and how, as 23 and 22 year olds, we had hoped to be living on our own and I was explaining to him how I had found a few places but can't find anyone stable enough to live with and he was like, give me a year and we can do it!
Imagine that within, literally, 3 weeks, he's talking about the potential of living together? WOW!
Ok ... so now the question is... did I just seriously sound like a girl? Was all of that too gay? LOL ... I seriously like this guy both sexually, like I'd do him ... well he'd do me.. you know what I mean.... as well as friendly... I need to straighten up and get my financials back in order to make this work! :)
oh well ... good night all!
xoxo,
Jared
So anyway, it goes without saying, that I think he's cute. He seems to make my "gaydar" blip a little, but I am still too not sure. I had searched for him on Facebook, but I couldn't find him and then all of a sudden I got a friend request from him. True story. (LOL)
Anyway... a bunch of my friends were getting together to go to this really awesome haunted house, so I decided to invite him. I figured he'd bring some of his friends, but he didn't. We had a lot of fun and decided at that second that we should do a movie night tonight (Sunday). Well it turned out that it was only me, him, and another friend of mine. We were only able to watch one movie, since we all had work and school in the morning, but it was a fun night.
He really seems like a cool guy. I hate to admit it, but I think I am about to form a "bromance" ... LOL ... we were actually talking about our lives and how, as 23 and 22 year olds, we had hoped to be living on our own and I was explaining to him how I had found a few places but can't find anyone stable enough to live with and he was like, give me a year and we can do it!
Imagine that within, literally, 3 weeks, he's talking about the potential of living together? WOW!
Ok ... so now the question is... did I just seriously sound like a girl? Was all of that too gay? LOL ... I seriously like this guy both sexually, like I'd do him ... well he'd do me.. you know what I mean.... as well as friendly... I need to straighten up and get my financials back in order to make this work! :)
oh well ... good night all!
xoxo,
Jared
Can you help me out?
So after reading my "fan mail" and in my attempt in satisfying my readers, I would like to publish part one of two of the video that I found of my friend of the family, my Italian Stallion. It's of him pissing and you can't see his face, so I figured, why not? I tried to upload to Megarotic.com (my fav website), but in order to upload, you need to purchase membership. I tried pornotube.com... I signed up and everything, uploaded the video and still no luck. I don't know where else to try. Anyone have any ideas?
Let me know!
Let me know!
Some fan mail...
I'm always excited to get Fan Mail and the following is from my new friend, Kyle. I absolutely love to hear from my readers, so always feel free to e-mail me! jared@aclosetedgayboy.com
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Hi Jared,
Just found your blog and have really been enjoying it!
With working and going to school and living with your family, how do you find time to write the blog as well as find and post all of those great (and many frontal nude!) pictures? And, they do not know you are gay? You must be a great actor--ha!
At 22, what is your college classification; i.e., freshman, sophomore, junior or senior? And, what is your major? And, what type of work are you doing? (Hope that you are able to post the lower part of your co-worker's husband's nude body picture in the bathroom that you found while cleaning his computer!)
Think we would all enjoy seeing a total frontal nude picture or two or three of you. Of course, I realize your need for discretion, but you could to something from the next down that would be non-identifying.
Keep up the good work. Look forward to seeing a lot more on your blog.
Kyle
Kyle
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