Reflecting on the past

So I was thinking about my first time the other day... I did everything that the "experts" warn you about... I had met someone online through either Craigslist or AOL Chat... I can't remember... anyway....

I met someone online. agreed to meet with them at the mall, I went there, had lunch with him and had a great time! As he walked me to my car, he had an obvious boner and he wanted to show me it, but there were some Mexican guys chilling two cars away from mine and he couldn't, but i knew he was huge just from that bulge! We had then arranged to meet at his apartment sometime later on. I was of course blessed that everything turned out great. He wasn't psychotic, nor a pedophile (I was 16), and he didn't want to rape me.

So everything turned out so well. He was gorgeous as ever and such a sweetheart. Too bad he was 20 and I was 16 and naive. I was so scared, considering it was my first time doing anything gay with a stranger and behind my parents back, and I was in no way ready to commit myself to anyone, which is another regret... but anyway, we finally worked out a time to meet up at his place. I left my summer job with a boner... drove in an hour of traffic with a boner, and as I approached his place, I began to slightly get flaccid because I had to pee. But when I pulled up in front of his house and walked up the walkway to the door, it was instant bonification again!

I rang the bell and he came to the door. I looked at him, he looked at me and then invited me in. I asked him if I could use his restroom for a moment because I had to pee. He was like, sure, it's this way and he led me to the bathroom. He had asked me if I would mind him helping me, and I said no, please do. I was of course, so hard that I couldn't piss, but he grabbed a hold of my cock and proceeded to point it in the direction of the bowl. After about 30 seconds, we realized that this was going no where, so I pulled my pants back up and proceeded to his bedroom.

He had a small bed, suitable for just one person. We both sat on it while the TV was going. I was so shy and meek, he seemed confused as to where to start with me. I looked at him and finally got up and said, how are we going to do this? I began to undress down to my boxers and undershirt. He went straight for my cock, rubbing it and playing with it through my boxers. We started with some kissing and slowly moved down to our cocks. I think I was the first to become exposed. He played with my hairy balls for quite some time. I was so eager to see his dick that I just went for it. I unwrapped his big ass cock and was so shocked to see how nice and big and thick it was. I began mimicking what I had seen in the porn films... sucking and doing my best to not look like an amateur.

We fooled around for a long time sucking on each other. I finally asked if he would fuck me? He was hesitant and claimed that he doesn't do that on the first "date" but I proceeded to beg until he said ok. He didn't have any condoms, but what the hell, I was 16 and invincible, right? He lubbed up his cock and my tight pussy hole and then began the insemination into my anus. It was so painful and no matter how much he tried, he couldn't get it in. I was too tight and in way too much pain. It sucked and he just blew his load on his chest. He asked me to blow my load on him, which I did. I was so amazed as to how much cum came out of me. I was like a freakin' fountain just pumping out cum. When I finally stopped, we had cleaned up, I hung out for a few minutes and then left.

It was the most amazing experience I had ever had! Now that I am so much more experienced, I hope to take on that cock one day. We're both exceptionally close friends and I hope to take control of his 'anaconda' (hehe) the next time I see him!