While touring Acropolis

So while I was touring Acropolis, I ran into a lot of hotties. I was unfortunately with my cousin, so I wasn't too brave on taking photos. I did snap one photo but it wasn't of the whole group, which sucked, so the photo you're seeing at the top is what I had snapped. I thought that some of them were cute.

So anyway... Acropolis was a hike, but it was beautiful. We walked all the way up and back down. The amount of walking that I've done, I feel that I should look like one of the Spartans from 300.. lol! The 12-packs and all!!

Anyway- It's sad that my trip is coming to an end! :( Come Monday, I will be back in NY and back to reality! Work and school! So sad!! Oh well...

Oh... I've been meaning to share... I normally play around almost every day... if you get my drift! ;) -- So since I've been in Greece, I haven't bothered... too many people around and not enough privacy, so I had decided to test myself and made a pact with myself to not jerk off for two weeks... Let me tell you.. it has been torture, but I can't wait to return home and either find someone to share the wealth with or just enjoy being back in my bed!! It's really been painful!

Well that's it for now... everyone is waking up and I must log off... :(

Absolute Hotness

So like I had said yesterday... Greek men are hot! I met our friend's nephew and he is just purely hot! He came only for a few minutes, but they were the most enjoyable minutes that I've had since I've been here.

He actually speaks very good English and he has similar interests to me. I cut his head out because I don't think I should post his face on the Internet and also I may give my identity away if his face was shown... so to be safe, I will leave this hottie's face out!

But his body is fine and he's a footballer (soccer player) -- He's nicely packed, although this photo doesn't do justice, but besides the sexual attraction to him, he seems to be a really great person. He was really friendly and I'm happy to have someone with common interests to talk to. I wish he had stayed much longer, but I will cherish the short time I had spent with him.

So moving on... I've never seen a family so into football (soccer). They were watching the game and then all of a sudden, Greece scored and everyone started cheering. I was so not expecting it and I practically hit the ceiling when they screamed. LOL

So I know that this is a fairly new blog, but I'm hoping to get some comments... so please leave them as you read. Thanks!!!

By the way... I hope to start posting some hot pictures of guys, so be prepared to start seeing some hotties when I return to New York! :)

Gotta love Greece!

Opa! LOL -- So I've been in Greece for over a week now and I absolutely love it! The country is so beautiful and everyone here is extremely friendly. I can't wait to return to Greece, hopefully with my friends and not family and get out a bit more to the clubs and lounges.

I've been visiting the ruins (my most favorite part) and taking so many photos. I really don't want to leave, but the time will come when I will have to return home and back to my boring life of work and school.... oh well...

I must enjoy every moment here, for I do not know when I will return. I must say that while walking around Greece, everyone is so respectful of America and honestly have a strong love for America. I tell people I'm from New York and they just blow me away when they start showing such respect for America. Everyone loves America so much, I just can't believe it!

Well, as I am sure you know, I am definitely in heaven as a 'mo' in Greece! They say that Greek men are hot and there is no lie there! They all seem to get better and better. I noticed while browsing the streets of downtown Athens that the Greeks are really big on letting the world know that they're well endowed. LOL -- I've seen a lot of statues and coasters and lord only knows what else that all depict massive membranes!

Well it almost goes without saying that I have been checking out the packages as I walk around and they're nothing short of massive! :) I seriously feel like I'm in heaven. I just wish I knew where there were some gay-friendly places that I could maybe visit on my own... too bad I'm with my family though... it's hard to get out on my own with them around!

I noticed that the European style of jeans are basically all skin-tight and skinny legged... and they all highlight their packages... I'm so not complaining! :) I only wish that I could look as good as everyone else does in those jeans!

So anyway... I heard that the best time to come to Greece is either June or September. The beaches aren't too crowded with tourists and the locals don't 'rape' you with prices on goods... I mainly just want to come back to see the beaches and tour the islands!

Well I guess that's going to be it for now. This past Thursday was Thanksgiving in America and the friends that we're staying with have such a love for America that they're planning on celebrating Thanksgiving today with their family, so I have to run to help out... I guess...

Why I started this blog...

Hello! My name is Jared Wilcox... Well that's how you and the rest of the world will know me as. Since the keyword of this blog is closeted, I intend to keep it just that! I am discreet and must stay discreet. Some may understand this and others may not, but either way, whether you like it or not, I must maintain this level of discreetness (is that a word?).

Well with that said you may ask why I started this blog? In all honesty... I started this blog because I am a big emotional queen! :-)

Seriously... I have a lot of thoughts and after reading a fellow blogger's gay blog, I was inspired to begin placing my thoughts into writing.

The hardest thing, I believe, is to live a lie. Of course, there are a lot far off worse things in life, such as disease and experiencing death, but to me, living an entire life as a lie is just as bad. No one really knows you, although everyone thinks they do... You want to just explode and tell the world, but then you pause and weigh out consequences and then realize that it is not the best decision.

Living with an extremely traditional family, who isn't as open to such concepts, is very hard and is another major reason that it is just not an option at all. Hearing your father say such things like, "if any of my children are gay, I will disown them" or "kill them," and knowing that he is serious really makes you think twice about even admitting that you're somewhat 'bent'.

So with this said, it is just best to leave things as is... well at least until you can afford to live completely on your own. Right now, living on my own isn't an option, especially living in an extremely expensive place, where a one bedroom apartment starts at $1200.

So why did I start this blog? To vent, to express my thoughts, and to see what others have to say about what I post. I am looking for feedback and looking for open friends. That's all... is that too much to ask for in one's life? Acceptance?